The sourness in my stomach comes from the bits of myself I see reflected in both

And I do condemn them, with everything in my DNA. I thought I was a good guy and never thought about sexism, and certainly not about rape culture. I would never even think about raping a woman so why would I need to think about it? Our relationship was, in many ways, great.
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Marquitta:
We've just been good friends and nothing more.
(1 November 2016)

Marquitta:
Ive never done anything with this girl because that would be incredibly disrespectful to my girlfriend.
(1 November 2016)

Marquitta:
There is this girl that I've made friends with and she's really great.
(1 November 2016)

Marquitta:
In fact, if i had the chance to, i feel like she would be a great wife if that were to come in the future.
(1 November 2016)

Marquitta:
There is nothing wrong with her at all.
(1 November 2016)

Kaci:
Cancer man does not love me but contacts me?
(1 November 2016)

Stefany:
And now I'm starting to catch feelings for him so I feel awkward about the whole thing.
(1 November 2016)

Stefany:
We've talked in the past but we weren't friends.
(1 November 2016)

Stefany:
But when he passes me, he tries so hard to not make eye contact yet he's fine staring from afar.
(1 November 2016)

Stefany:
But lately there have been weird signs that I feel like he does such as staring or his friends staring at me more than usual or when I walk past them some of the friends make faces at him or get more quiet.
(1 November 2016)